I think I am loosing my mind. I have been very annoying lately. Just ask Kyle. I am in a frenzy to finish all these random projects. Kyle finally had a good talk with me and reminded me that Vienna isn't going to care if the kitchen has half painted walls, or that the fireplace doesn't have tiles. Or there is dirty dishes in the sink when we bring her home. All she will care about is having a mommy feeding her and loving her.
For some reason now that we are having a baby I am not happy with our bedroom color. Actually I never really "loved" it. When I was sick with morning sickness I couldn't stand to be in there at all. I slept in the soothing green room for over a month. So since we had to buy a real bed frame for safety reasons, and we are both tired of plywood and repairs. I decided that while we are at it, lets paint the bedroom. I feel like we are starting a whole new life and I really want a fresh new room to recover in and lay in bed with my baby. It may be very unnecessary but it feels like a must to me. :P It's just very bad timing, with me being so uncomfortable and not sleeping already. So tonight, we were sleeping on a queen sized mattress in Vienna's room that is on the floor. With Kyle snoring in my ear, and a kitty trying to fit on the bed by sleeping on my hip and tummy, back pain, heartburn, and getting up to go potty 4 times in less then 3 hours... BOTH Kyle and I are now awake and unable to sleep.
32 days seems very far away when awake at 3:30 am!
Amazing how little I mind. She is worth it all.
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